We got to text very briefly tonight. Something happened there, and I believe based on our history together that you were triggered, though only slightly based off of text messages. You may have been hiding more than you were showing there.

I don't have much to say right now. In fact, the things I intend to write tonight are things I know you have heard many times before, and I hope they are things you know to be true deeply in your heart.

First: I love you. I am here for you. I am *NEVER* going to abandon you. I. Am. Not. Going. Anywhere.

Second: This applies to any time of day, any physical location. The doorcode on my door is working now, so if things were really bad I will uber you out of your current situation and give you the door code. I will ALWAYS answer my phone if the call comes from you. You have your own text message noise, so when that noise plays I always prioritize answering it as you are the most important human in my life. I believe you've seen my responses come quickly for you.

Third: You can tell me anything, even if it is something you know I won't like hearing. You've done this in the past when you knew I wouldn't want to hear about a topic but you needed to talk about it. You gave me an opportunity to say no, and I told you I would be okay, and I was. Jealous, obviously, but okay. This offer still stands. If you need to talk through something just let me know what role you want me to play in terms of just listening, arguing for, arguing against, giving my own opinion (biased), giving my own opinion (unbiased)...etc.

Fourth: You mean the world to me. I know everything is incredibly difficult right now. I will go through whatever hell is necessary just to be your friend on the other side of it, you mean that much.

Last: I want you in my life, Summer. Always.

I love you, beautiful.