I know you love me because of everything you're going through right now while still making it possible for us to be on the phone as often as possible.

I know you love me because you actually checked this website and read through my ramblings...

I want to make sure you know that if things get too out of control there, all it takes is a phone call and a few words and I'm on my way to pick you up

Anytime, anywhere you are. I will drop what I am doing and start driving. While I'm on the way, we will figure out how to make sure this has as little impact on E as possible. Maybe that means I have to live in NC a little longer while getting you a hotel room every weekend you are supposed to have him. I don't know, I haven't put any thought in to it yet.

But at any point you need, I will start driving.

Also, I love you. So, so much. Thank you for going through all that you go through just to be friends with me. I look forward to showing you off, at the places we choose together. Because in every regard, you are a treasure.

Maybe that's what I should write next: "Treasure." Your maturity, your conflict resolution, your talents, your mothering, your physical beauty. All treasures.

I love you, beautiful. I look forward to when we talk next.