so i came out because this guy asked me to chat with him about tism, and hes an excellent father so i figured id try. then i had one of those fun situations where as soon as i git there, i wanted to leave.

i just wanna drive to fl and hold you right now. he didnt do anything, its definitely on me, but thats 100% of what i want right now.

hooray anxiety lol.

i wont be here long, apparently there isnt running water and my stomach doesnt work with that.

anyhow i miss you. if you call at any point im 100% talking to you over this because youre my priority.

i love you! i hope we get to chat tonight