Hi love. I'm not really proud of my earlier posts. I don't know if you've read them, so I don't want to delete them and make it seem like I didn't write them.

After a weekend of feeling lonely and depressed, your text message freaked me out more than it should have. I obviously still don't know what's coming or what you want to talk about, but my anxiety and panic are not your fault.

I've calmed down significantly and taken ownership of what I need to for now.

I love you. I hope you feel up for talking tomorrow. I miss you a lot

Aishiteru, kireisan