Im super excited right now. In 11 hours, ill be on the road. 10 hours later, ill be at my aunts house in Odessa. 12 hours after that, ill be officially moving boxes and other various items to move in. My parents, aunts, cousins, and other (sometimes random) people have been absurdly generous. While they arent expecting to be repaid, i owe them so much for helping me rebuild. I decided to move out because staying here any longer than i have would continue to impact my mental health, and you know the statr of that in nc is no good. I chose fl because of you and chloe, but thats definitely not 50/50 lol but you know that. Anyway i thought i was going to be very lacking for the normal furniture, but all im missing right now is a dining room table, tv stand, tv, and a bed. Ill have a couch that folds out into a bed to sleep on, and the bed will come in about two weeks. Assuming you and e move in monday, i promise ill have a tv by the time e comes to the apartment. I promise you i will *never* be the reason e doesnt like spending time at moms house and i will do my very best to be a part of the reason he likes soending time at moms. Anyhow, i have two jobs as well, so hopefully that will make those timelines smaller. I also want to know what things you and e need or want to have so we can get those too. Moving on...im very grateful to the many people who have helped me rebuild, but youve got the #1 spot on that since you helped me rebuild mentally and emotionally and have continued to do so for two years now. I am so excited that the perfect date night is going to be my life now. Plus i talked to mom about how excited i am and how much i want to make an Audrey with you because itd be really fun to raise a child with you. I believe ill stop rambling now, but im so very excited to be back, to have you and e in my life, and to start doing the things and making the choices to be happy and healthy i should have long ago. And i get to do all of that, with YOU. あいしてる、きれいさん、aishiteru kireisan