Hi, my love!

I just saw that BPD has a few common sub-categories that aren't diagnostic criteria, but are common traits amongst those who suffer from BPD. One of them was a "self sabotage" category.

I think you have some of those traits, and I'm sure you do as well. Also, in the last couple of weeks, you've asked me several times when I tell you I love you and I'm entirely yours, if that means "even on bad days. Even when I'm depressed and cranky" or other variations of those phrases.

Yes, my Natsu. Even in those situations. Even on those days. Even on the days when you wake up and can't leave bed. There's no requirement you leave bed. I can bring you breakfast in bed. And lunch, and dinner. Turns out, I'm an adult who can also cook (poorly.) And I'd be happy to do that for you!

I'm really proud of you today for spending the entire day trying to be happy. That's a big step for either of us to take, because you know I also have a tendency to just sit and rot in bed at home all day when I don't feel well.

I didn't have much. I was just thinking about you and wanted you to know I'm yours no matter what, and on top of that, I'm proud of you. I am be both excited and proud to call you mine. I hope you're OK with me calling you mine.

Aishiteru, kireisan.