I just failed miserably at making a stressful situation less stressful, and for that I am very sorry.

What I want you to know is that I will be there every step of the way, however you want me to help. If you come up with a plan that will keep you from stressing out, we will do exactly what you plan out step by step with no deviation. Sometimes I think I'm helping and clearly I am not, like what just happened. In the future, I'll do better at picking up on your stress levels and stop sooner.

You said you should have stayed a maybe, and I really hope you don't feel that way. I do know that you are comfortable talking to me about anything, you've proven that before, so I'll know soon how you feel and if you're changing your plans because we communicate often and well. Well, except when I screw up and stress you out too much. I promise to get better at spotting your stress levels and even better at keeping them low.

I guess I'm posting the good bad and ugly here. Today, I failed you. Tomorrow, I will do better.

I love you more than I have words to express.