Hi beautiful!

I had a couple of things I wanted to say, but I don't know if we'll get to chat.

I told Chloe I had someone I wanted her to meet. :)

I also wanted to make sure that you don't feel bad about this morning. In the past, you've felt like you wasted our time because you were not feeling good so that dominated the conversation, and I want to make sure you know I never feel that way. Everyone needs the ability to vent their frustration sometime, and I'm honored that my best friend chooses to talk to me about what's going on in her life. So yes, even mornings like this morning make me very happy to spend time with you :)

I'm still riding the high of E asking about me. That really makes me feel great. Trusted. Special. A million positive things.

I'm really sorry you're going through things right now. I know they technically benefit me, but I'm still not a fan of things that hurt you, and these definitely did, and definitely badly. I can't change the past, but I can promise you things like that will not be part of your future. That's such an easy promise to make. I can't imagine getting angry with you (in two years I've been at worst mildly annoyed), much less that angry with you. I also can't imagine blaming someone else for my failures.

You deserve nothing but the best. I hope you give me the opportunity to provide that for you and Emerson.

I love you, so very much. 36 hours until I leave.