Falcor just got upset with me because I made her get off my lap so I could type this up.

You're at a level of gorgeous that it's really unfair to other humans. I closed some program on my phone, saw my background, and just said "god damn" really loud. My mom asked me why I said that and I had to explain that to her...lol woops?

Also, I'm feeling rather great about today. First, we had a several hours on the phone and that was amazing. It always makes the day way better when I get to talk to you.

On top of that, I wasn't sure I would get to talk to you any time soon, so that surprise made me extra happy.

Then on top of that!! - You know how you say it always makes you feel really good that my mom / Glenn both treat you like you're part of our family (because you are, you'll have the last name soon enough!)? Well, since you told me about your conversation with E, that's how I've felt. He's the most important part of your life (rightly so) and the fact that you're talking to him about me and about things you and I have been talking about for some time makes it even more special. It means you trust me, you trust my family, and you really do want to move forward as an "us."

So telling E about this is my version of how you feel about how my mom loves you so much already.

Also, it's been what two days since I've made this website and I've posted on it how many times? Yeah, I guess I am clingy.

Or maybe you're addicting? Either way, I think you're the same way so I think it's just going to make our relationship stronger.

I love you. Goodnight, beautiful.

PS - I upset her again to add this next part, which is a whole new experience to me. It kinda makes me feel like a middle schooler, to be honest, and it's rather nice.

I just laid down to watch some anime, and couldn't even focus on the show. I can only explain it as having a wave of love wash over me. I felt happy, loved, and at peace while laying in bed with anime playing that I wasn't paying any attention to, simply just thinking about you. How you treat me, how you interact with me, how when we talk about serious things it is very calm and productive. How when we talk about silly things, we end up smiling so much our faces hurt for hours afterwards. I've never had a "whole-body-love" feeling wash over me like that before.

I started to type "you've done something to me, my love." But before I had a chance to type it, I already heard your response in that soothing, sexy, perfect voice of yours. "Yes, I did do something to you. I loved you. That's what this feeling is. You're being loved for who you are, without conditions or expectations, for the first time in your life."

And you know what? You're right, as per usual. God I fucking love you.

Okay, for real this time. Goodnight, beautiful.